Feels like Yesterday 

I’m drowning in low self esteem, I cannot help but watch as my beauty diminishes and reality of ever lasting youth shows its truth and ups and leaves me. Stupid girl, why you feeling like this your still young! Truth is I know I am young but tommorow I won’t be, as I look into the mirror and see myself saying “it feels like yesterday I was just a young woman” I fear the word yesterday. We all say it and hear it constantly, ask your mother about your birth she will tell you “feels like yesterday when I had you” same if you asked your grandparents everything feels like yesterday. Why I fear this is because if 50 years can go by and only feel like one day how many yesterdays until no more tommorow.